State of Mind

I feel similar. I at least resemble myself physically. It's my mind that is changing, and I have no idea if it's for the better or the worse. In the past I've known exactly what I want and exactly how to get there, but now I am in the middle of a sea of ideas....None of which are easily accessible or comfortable whatsoever. It's a state of being that is incredibly refreshing yet a sense of fear comes over me. Fear is the one thing that I've never truly felt in my life. Every challenge, every trial and trib that I've come across has had a foreseeable solution. I'm not saying these paths haven't required a lot of time and tremendous dose of pain, but I've always known that "this too shall pass." My decisions were always accompanied by a step forward, but lately...I've been still. In limbo. I'll embrace the pain and overcome the fear. Nerve endings rise closer to the surface of my skin and the elements become my constant companion and confidante. With this comes wings. Breathe the air in and reach capacity. Good morning.